When you doubt yourself 

Having been laid off twice in the past year and having a relationship fall apart because of my doing ( NOT infidelity) I know a little about self doubt. Life moments like these will have you questioning everything you have done to “deserve” this. Wondering what you could have done better is very productive but… Continue reading When you doubt yourself 

When we can’t see the Mountains

I first moved to California in July 2009.  I knew there were mountains surrounding me because I had visited before, however, I could not see the mountains; smog covered them for the first couple months I was here.  Though I knew they were there from memory, I could not see them.  It was not until… Continue reading When we can’t see the Mountains

Emotional Hangover

I woke up this morning and rubbed leftover tears from eyes, I had a feeling of unease and sadness. I knew right away, I had a hangover. Not the kind from a night of drinking and partying, no, this was the kind from a night of texting with an ex.  I had an emotional hangover. It… Continue reading Emotional Hangover

Are we all supposed to look the same

Are we all supposed to look the same? Big ass big tits with a tiny frame kinda  like, oh, what’s her name Maybe like a Kim K Or the Instagram models  Who have booking info and are always popping bottles  If that’s what makes them happy than I am glad But remember it can get… Continue reading Are we all supposed to look the same

Emotionally Unavailable

I’ve dated men from different backgrounds, statures, and regions but one thing the majority of them had in common was they were emotionally unavailable.  “emotionally unavailable” refers to those who create barriers between themselves and others in an effort to avoid emotional intimacy.” The ironic thing is, the guys I dated would open up to… Continue reading Emotionally Unavailable